Payday plus weekend plus a trip to the mall usually equates to trouble. Though I try to deny it for many years, I have come to a conclusion that I love spending. Spending on beauty products, clothing, whatnots then try my best to justify why I bought what I bought. I buy then feel guilty afterwards. I hate myself for it, but I tell myself to chill and enjoy my life, and buy that pair of shoes!!!
Sometimes after a hard days work, I go home and just don’t feel up to it to draw anything sensible. Surfing fashion blogs and reading about other people’s eventful week made me want to have that kind of life too. Even the clothes they wear and opportunities that come their way. It made me realize that the more I read those blogs, the more I crave for new stuff. I don’t blame the bloggers whose life are (or appears to be) awesome. It is their job to make products look enticing and make you want to BUY THEM RIGHT THEN. It doesn’t help that you are also bored in the office and you tend to dream about what if? your life is like theirs?
I have a confession to make – I bought 2 pairs of pants yesterday. I don’t need it but the fit was PERFECT and the colors are PRETTY. And I can use it in the office (my number one justification these days) so…I am blogging to get this guilty feeling off my chest. I had 15% off when I bought it!!! It was a bargain!
Maldita has a nice collection of crisp and chic-looking clothes. I bought my pretty white and pink dress there and it was so pretty I didn’t want to wear it to the office. Hahaha! That reminds me that I should go and wear it, no party is going to come my way anyway. Taylor Swift has been parading New York in drool worthy clothes and I bought yellow-mustardish pants because I saw her rocking one. I didn’t even realize this until when I got home. -____- The drawing above was done 2-3 nights ago and I super enjoyed painting the color-blocking of her clothes. Definitely more Taylor Swift outfit in the future!
Seems like it is about to rain again and I have to go do some errands with my mom so it means another trip to the mall. I will exercise the utmost discipline today – AJA! I also need to go on some sort of detox because I’ve been consuming sugary drinks like crazy these days. I swear the weighing scale was sneering when I stood on it. Blame it on stress and lack of sleep. Here’s a very inspiring read for those who, like me, work a day job but whose passion lies elsewhere. Let’s get working towards what really makes us happy!